I've been thinking about the relationship I have with my little brothers for awhile now. So far it's been the typical "I'm their big sister, so I only deal with them because I have to." Kind of...boring. That's pretty much every girl's relationship with her little brother(s). People are shocked by my relationship with my older brother because he's one of my best friends! We're incredibly close. I want to have a good relationship with my little brothers, too, because I've been thinking about the way things in heaven will be. They won't be like my annoying, pesky little brothers anymore. I won't look at my parents the same way. We will all be equal, the way God made it. No one will be above anyone else. And He's not going to be impressed with my typical, boring, pretty bad relationship with my two younger brothers. I want to be able to say to Him "Yes, I treated them the way I wanted to be treated. Yes, we are friends and siblings just like it should be." That won't be easy, because my brothers LOVE that whole "I hate my older sister" thing, but it's going to be worth it.
I can't believe Michael Jackson's dead. His death hit me like Heath Ledger's death: "It's not true. It's not true, this is just a publicity stunt or something." I'm seriously...shocked. Farrah Fawcett's death was more understandable, more believable. But his death is just insane!
I'm totally thinking about doing my hair like Farrah's though. Something of a tribute, I suppose. [It helps that her 70's hair style is totally awesome.]
Ok. I don't normally rant and rave, but now I seriously need to.
Who made you the skin color police? Who gave you the right to call someone ugly because they didn't sit out in the sun and give themselves cancer or because they didn't go to a salon and pay a butt load of money to look like an Oompa Loompa? I love girls with dark skin because I don't have it. [Especially olive skin, it's so...exotic lol.] But to tell me that I'm UGLY because I have fair skin? I have fair skin, red hair, blue/green eyes, and freckles. I'm not getting dark any time soon. Being pale isn't a bad thing, not at all. It doesn't make you 'ugly' or 'freakish' or 'unfashionable'. It makes you you. So who are you to tell me or any of the other pale girls [and boys] out there that we need to change? Who are you to tell us to become something fake, something "acceptable" to your standards? God made me this way, and he doesn't make mistakes. Sorry to burst your bubble.
Thankfully no one actually told me I needed a tan personally, or I would have flipped out and gone all crazy white girl rofl [I recently heard that and I died laughing.] It was just some girl commenting on a picture of a fair-skinned red head saying: "She needs a tan." Whatever. She needs a kick in the face for being so irritating.
Ok, I'm SO glad I got that out. I would've been grouchy all day rofl!
I've made a pair of earrings today that just about killed my finger. They're so sore. I got my PIN number for the Google adsense thing, and I've made about $9 doing that, so I think I'm going to spend that money putting my jewelry up on Etsy. It'd be a wise investment, I think. I need to get a digital camera though. That's important.
I'm in desperate need of a GOOD David Boreanaz wallpaper. Why? Cause I <3 him. If you know of one, please comment this post with the link to it. Seriously, I've dying without one!
I'm totally designing a tee with an owl on it. Seriously. Called My Summer Style because that's how I dress in the summer time. Being a t-shirt designer allows this freedom.
So there's a baptism potluck tomorrow and I'm excited. I like potlucks, and I like hanging out with my Monsieur and the Dummy. Especially my Monsieur ^_^ I think I'm going to spend tonight cutting up my clothes. I haven't done that in awhile. My wardrobe needs to get revamped. I need to get revamped. I need some good music, a fridge full of soda, and time to get back to me. I'm so over my "gotta try to impress the corporates" and my "who in the world am I" phases. Time on Polyvore will fix me, I think.
I didn't get those shoes. Why did I not get them? Cause I'm POOR. Very poor. Instead I bought a pair of shoes from Wal-Mart on clearance. They were only $15, and they were on clearance, and they were the only size 81/2, so I tried them on and they were squishy and nice feeling. They fit like, perfectly. So I bought em. I'm still getting those Deviants, but I'll have to save up for them in small amounts, not just spend my whole paycheck at once. We made an appointment to be at the Paper Ranch at 3 today. I'm so excited. That means I'm Naked Under My Clothes is finally gonna be getting stuff done! When we buy the cotton decorating equipment we need, we'll be able to print on demand instead of waiting two weeks for someone else to print for us. I'm so so so excited! So much is going on! [Btw, my monsieur got a job!!! I'm so proud of him and so happy ^_^]
Ok. So I found the shoes I want: I've wanted these for.......pretty much ever. :) I can get them now, but they will cost me a week's paycheck. Which is kinda difficult for me because I like money, but I love these shoes and I need them for summer camp. (You can't ride horses without shoes that lace up or what not and I don't own comfortable lace up shoes. At all. Period.) So the cost for these shoes is: $41.65 + $11.20 for shipping, which = $52.85. So there's my paycheck. Is it worth it? Yeah. Yeah, I think it is.
I'm falling in love with this bronzer. It's the summertime, so getting a little bit darker is alright, and my face is pretty red naturally, so the bronzer kind of evens it out.
I've heard from some people that CoverGirl is horrible and should never be used, but I think it's pretty good. It doesn't cause my skin to break out, and this bronzer gives me a nice, light goldish tint.
I've been using this every day, even if it's the only product I wear besides tinted mosturizer. I'm really lovin' it right now.
I was starting to go crazy... We were supposed to go to Cali. but we didn't because the van just would NOT work. So instead we bought a pool. :D [And my whole body is sore from swimming all day yesterday.]